Have you ever felt so tired of life you just want to curl up in bed and never ever wake up? Ok, thats how i am feeling right now only it’s 10 times worse. It’s not PMS talking here, perhaps it’s the meds i’m taking.

Life is a constant eshaustion, worries and arguments for me. It scares me when my nights are haunted by dreams of myself jumping off some random buildings.  A different one each night but i jumped down everyone of them.

And now this blog is not a place for me to rant anymore.