email2me gave me a -_-” and asked me why do i have to make use of Flickr Pro when i have unlimited space in my hosting plan. I don’t know. Maybe i just have bad experience with every damn HD crashing on me. Maybe i’m just paranoid. But you know what, this just made me realized what a control freak i am and how i am tipping the border of anxiety disorder.

I would freak out if i forgot to make prompt credit card payment. I feel uneasy when i see arrears on my statement.. even if it’s only 1 month in arrear. Every waking hour is spent worrying about making the next payment so that the ’1′ is removed from the statement indefinitely. The ’1′ make crazy.

I clean my room every weekend. If i could, god forbid, i would wipe everything everyday… if only i got the time. I hate seeing dust and junks piling up. I can’t sleep well until everything is clean and organized.

That goes to say for everything else in my life. Whenever something comes up that needs to be taken care off, i would not rest easy until everything is really taken care off. Be it work or leisure. Or else i would freak out again.

I know i would have insomnia if i don’t backup every single thing on my HD, especially my photos. I know i have unlimited storage on my hosting. But i was restless and worried that their server would crash. Be it that the chance of that happening is a 1 to 1000 but there is still a one and i would could not take the chance. So what i did is i backed up my folders on Mr. Bf’s HD, backed up the folders on my personal photo album archived in my hosting and backed it up another time in Flickr.

And you know what? The reason that i am updating my blogs less and less these days is because i’m busy organizing and re-organizing, (again and again) my photo albums the whole time. I can’t leave it alone until i’m satisfied with it.

I know. I’m extremely paranoid. But it makes me sleep better at night. That’s what counts.