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Paranoia

 
email2me gave me a -_-” and asked me why do i have to make use of Flickr Pro when i have unlimited space in my hosting plan. I don’t know. Maybe i just have bad experience with every damn HD crashing on me. Maybe i’m just paranoid. But you know what, this just made me realized what a control freak i am and how i am tipping the border of anxiety disorder.

I would freak out if i forgot to make prompt credit card payment. I feel uneasy when i see arrears on my statement.. even if it’s only 1 month in arrear. Every waking hour is spent worrying about making the next payment so that the ’1′ is removed from the statement indefinitely. The ’1′ make crazy.

I clean my room every weekend. If i could, god forbid, i would wipe everything everyday… if only i got the time. I hate seeing dust and junks piling up. I can’t sleep well until everything is clean and organized.

That goes to say for everything else in my life. Whenever something comes up that needs to be taken care off, i would not rest easy until everything is really taken care off. Be it work or leisure. Or else i would freak out again.

I know i would have insomnia if i don’t backup every single thing on my HD, especially my photos. I know i have unlimited storage on my hosting. But i was restless and worried that their server would crash. Be it that the chance of that happening is a 1 to 1000 but there is still a one and i would could not take the chance. So what i did is i backed up my folders on Mr. Bf’s HD, backed up the folders on my personal photo album archived in my hosting and backed it up another time in Flickr.

And you know what? The reason that i am updating my blogs less and less these days is because i’m busy organizing and re-organizing, (again and again) my photo albums the whole time. I can’t leave it alone until i’m satisfied with it.

I know. I’m extremely paranoid. But it makes me sleep better at night. That’s what counts.
 
 

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Bitch Nearly Got Pregnant

 
Kobe is having her very first menstrual cycle. Yeah, i bet you didn’t know that bitches have periods like human females do. There’s menstrual pads and panty liners for female dogs too which is kinda useless coz Kobe will just chew it apart anyways. She had been bleeding all over the place for god’s sake. She’s getting moody and aggressive. Lost her appetite *boo hoo. I regret not getting her spayed when we should have.
 

doggy at the window
Big girl staring outside the car window
 

It’s her 2nd week of the menstrual cycle which means male dogs are camping outside my house causing a racket. We were chased by 3 male dogs when we took Kobe for a walk yesterday evening. Screaming and running. We caused a scene. I think the kids at the playground were pointing, laughing at us, enjoying the show. Wtf.

I’m such a lousy mama. Just the other day, i neglected to keep an eye on Kobe when we went for one of her daily walks. She and Pou Pou ran into the alley. When we found them, a black dog was on top of Kobe humping all the way to the moon. Yeah, i’m such a lousy mother, that i let my baby get raped. Now, we are freaking out whether our bitch will get pregnant soon. If she does get pregnant, then we’ll have to fork out money for an abortion.

I’m such a lousy mama.
 
 

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Batman at Premier and X-Files Losers

 
Overheard at Kepong Baru’s pasar malam.

Stranger: What’s new?
DVD seller: This one lar. Dark Knight. Batman is acting in it.
 

dark night feat. batman
The Dark Knight feat. Bruce, Batman

LOL. Does the seller really think Batman exist? Can’t help imagining Batman at the premier instead of hot Christian Bale. LOL
 

batman premier
Batman at the premier.
 

Choosing to watch the latest X-Files movie instead of the Dark Knight was a huge. I should have guessed judging by the poor sales of X-Files ticket. The cinema wasn’t even half full.

X-Files: I Want To Believe made the FBI look like sissy idiots and made agent Scully and Mulder look like losers. The film was so draggy and boring i almost slept through the show. Disappointment. Dang.
 
 

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July 1925 Issue of National Geographic

 
You’d never guess what we’ve found yesterday… uhm… yes, you do. The title gave it away -_-”.
 

national geographic 1925
Vintage ler…
 

Yeah, we found an ancient issue of National Geographic in the old book store. Volume XLVIII, dated July, 1925. It’s as old as my late grandmother. Vintage shit i tell you. All of it were shipped all the way from the U.S. Most of them were taken right from the U.S. library. Some even have the library stamp.
 

july 1925
Look July 1925
 

We bought it for RM80.00. Ours belong to someone by the name Ruth Owens *god bless her, whomever and where ever she is. Back in 1925, the issue would have cost a cheap $0.50.
 

oshkosh
OshKosh Trunk
 

Back in 1925, the brand OshKosh wasn’t carrying fashionable kids wear. It carried trunks. Trunks that we now call antiques.
 

gillete
Gillete Safety Razor
 

Back in 1925, men shaved with single blade Gillette razors instead of 3 bladed Mach3 Turbo.
 

typewriter
Vintage typewriter
 

Back in 1925, typing means tapping your fingers against keys on typewriters instead of keyboards and winding the lever up for a second line.
 

chrysler six
Chrysler Six
 

Back in 1925, Chrysler Six is cruising on the road. Now it’s in showrooms or maybe sitting in an old garage. Maybe.
 

bell system
Bell System
 

Back in 1925, who the hell heard of mobile phones?
 

kodak
Kodak Black and White
 

Back in 1925, Kodak advertises in Black and White. LOL

The shop owner has an issue from way back in the 1880′s. That’s even older than my grandmother. It might be the very first issue. Damn. He’s auctioning it off soon. If only i have the moolah. LOL
 
 

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My New Food Blog Domain

 
Phew! It’s been such a busy week. I’ve been tinkering with my new food blog hosting these few days. I heart WordPress like hell. Had to make sure everything is redirected correctly. So glad it’s ready now coz i’m having dizzy spell again from staring at it.

Those who had been so gracious to link my food blog previously, would appreciate that you could update the link. It’s been changed from http://kuanfoodfetish.blogspot.com to http://www.kuanfoodfetish.com ya! :) Those who didn’t link me can link me up anytime *self promo wakaka!

Mucho gracias!

Another random update.

Dad is recovering well from the cataract surgery. No complications except that mom had to wash his hair for him and made him complain like the old man he is. Will be going to the hospital for another visit next week. Argghhh… i’m getting sick of hospitals.

Doodle is doing great too. Thanks to Alan for the donation, Doodle now have a 2 months supply of dog food. LOL. She’s running around in four legs now. Will put her up to Furry Friends Farm for adoption soon.

Another good news is Mr.Bf had a promotion. Now his a senior geek in his company. I’m so proud and jealous. Not even 2 year into joining the company but he had like 4 pay raises and a promotion. That means more $$$ for me to spend. Haha… i wish.
 
 

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Really, Really Random

 
Going to and fro from the hospital too often is taking it’s toll on me. I’m exhausted and pretty much useless this whole week. This weekend will be spent resting at home on my bed. Oh i’m having fever too. Fark. I always have fever before my menstrual. Screw PMS.

Dad is recovering well from the cataract surgery. Stupid Malay woman nurse didn’t clean his eye properly after surgery. The chemical residue made his eyes inflame and in pain the whole night. Now he’s ok. Thank god.

On another note, i’m excited coz i just bought my own domain name for my foodie blog. Next week will be a busy week. I need to install and import my blog into wordpress. Headache all over again -_-”.
 
 

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Excuse Me, While I…

 
I can’t believe it but i think i’m getting tired of technology. I really am. You know there was a time when i don’t have to worry about backing everything up before i go to sleep. I miss the time when all i needed to is just chuck and dump everything into the drawer and that’s about it. Now, i practically need to make back-up of EVERYTHING. My blogs, my photos, my HDD, my emails and just about everything else or risk losing everything when the HDD or the server decides it’s time to remind us of our bad karma by threatening a permanent retreat. Is it me or is everybody else’s data is evil working against its maker?
 

Now excuse me while i make back-up of my undergarments. Just in case… maybe i’ll make daily back-ups instead of weekly ones… i wouldn’t want to wake up stark naked.

 

Remember when we used to have bulky, huge photo albums that we collected like treasures? Remember the pile of photo (film) negatives that we didn’t know what to do with but occasionally it stood its purpose because some friend of yours will come running to you saying they had lost the photo and needed the negatives to develop a new set? Ahhh… that was the good ol’ days. Every few months the photo album gets more crowded and every few months my number of albums increased. I had so many, i had to transfer all of the photos to really huge albums. I had 4 huge albums.

I still have 4 huge albums amidst the spider webs and a few dozen folders full of photo memories in my C drive. I could develop the photos into physical ones but the idea of deleting it from my C drive terrifies me. What if my laptop caught fire? Everything would be lost. So now i have to pay to upload all the photos into an online gallery like Flickr or Shutterfly. It’s USD20++ (RM60++) per year. Not that i’m a miser but inflation is high and i’m getting poor. Just think about it. Besides the bills, there’s monthly insurance payment, car installment, house installment, magazine subscription installment, gym installment and whole lot of other installments. That’s only monthly. Now, as if we are not poor enough, we have to pay annual hosting fees, domain fees, storage fees, this fees and that fees.
 

Now excuse me while i break up the single piece of bread into 3 tiny pieces… for breakfast, lunch and dinner… oh, make it 6 pieces so i could have it for 2 days… i would need to extra cash for a back-up in case Flickr server have power failure.

 

Speaking of photo albums reminds me of the letters and cards i had gathered throughout the years. It’s all nicely kept in a box under my bed now. I used to enjoy receiving cards for festive seasons and especially birthday cards. It was personalized with (hopefully) sincere messages and touching words that brings back memories whenever i re-read it. Also, it was kind of nice receiving physical things i could hold with my hand for my birthday. At least i can call it a present from the stingy person who couldn’t have bothered to buy me a real present. And lets not forget about the long amusing letters we use to correspond among friends. I guess that’s all gone now. Now, we have emails and e-cards… that i will keep for a few days in my inbox… and delete after i get tired of seeing the long messy list of read mail in my inbox.
 

Now excuse me while i coerce and threaten my boyfriend to write me a physical love letter. At least i could burn it in fury if we ever break-up. I can’t burn my email… i could print out the love letter from my inbox and burn it… if i didn’t accidentally deleted the email.

 

It’s not like i’m an old crazy lady (i’m not even old ok) making a protest against technology. It’s just that i had better days without it. It wasn’t always that we have mp3 and iPods and all that stuff. I enjoy listening to the radio. It’s not so repetitive. I don’t even listen to CDs that much. I really don’t get it why some people have to listen to their favorite songs 24/7. Don’t they get tired of it? Somemore listen to outdated songs 24/7. Yes i know that you like Rihanna. Yes i know the ela ela ela song is a hit. No, i don’t think playing the same songs every single day at work is hip and hop and fine and dandy.
 

Now, excuse me while i hack into someone’s playlist, delete all the songs and upload some dull Buddhist chants… at least we could all get some sleep… amitabha.

 

Man, i could go on and on about these stuff but i can’t. I have to back-up my system before the night runs out.

Sigh… i’m really screwed.
 
 

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