*One reason i blog is because i love writing nonsense, another is coz it will serve as my life journal. So i need to do this and excuse me if this is not interesting.

I rekindled with Mr. Emo again last night. People always think they are right and the way they live/think/work/watever are the always the way everyone else should live/think/work/watever. Whatever happen to individuality? So you work in a finance company, have a stable jaw-dropping income and have loads of social friends from the same god damnit company. Does that mean i have to follow your footsteps? Because of the money? Because of the authority you earned? You enjoy it. Good for you but i don’t. Not everyone crave for money, fame and power… well, not this way anyway.
 

I love it when it rains
 

So i am lost. I know what i want to do in life but i have no idea how long or even how i would get there. It takes time. Rome wasn’t built in a day. Heck even KLCC wasn’t built in a day! I need time. I need support. I need someone to believe i am not a bum. I need someone to understand that i procrastinate not coz i am lazy but coz i’m afraid and maybe just mabe i’m not as smart as you thought i was. I need someone to push me coz i’m too proud to beg. So, i need some guidance…. uhm… i also need to hit jackpot!

What i do not need is constant accusation. I also do not need your constant demand for explanation for every action that i take. Hello, who should be more worried about my future? Me or you?