This is not my first blog. I started blogging in 2004 but decided to stop after few month’s posting coz at that time of period i was in a bad state of mind. Most of my post back then was either sad pathetic whining and complaints on my sad pathetic life or just ramblings on how bored out of my mind i was. Blogging for me was a way out from depression.

I had moved on since then. I have been in and out of depression. Some things had gotten better in my life , some things had gone bad to worst and… oh well, some things just hasn’t changed.

I started blogging again recently just because it keeps me occupied and i do truly enjoy and missed writing *even though my engrish not so powderful wan. I express myself the best and i am most comfortable in writing for i lack the skills in physical/verbal expression.

In this new blog i am starting all over. I will post happy happy stuffs that is happening in my life right now and maybe occasionally my thoughts and worries *hey i’m human. i’m still allowed to worry and feel sad. No more complaining about life… i hope!